Sorry I Am Too Tired To Friend

Sorry I Am Too Tired To Friend

Sorry I Am Too Tired To Friend

by Kate O’Donnell

Dear Friend,

I would love to see you, but here’s the thing- I’m exhausted. 

I reminisce about our 20’s, the days of grabbing our sunglasses and wallets and following the music, complaining about uni assignments or how insanely busy work was- ha! We thought we were crazy busy back then… HILARIOUS! 

Now faced with the grown-up responsibilities of raising a family, paying bills, a mortgage, working and raising little humans and sleep deprivation. There has been a shift.

There are days when simple pleasures of an empty laundry basket, tidy house and wee free bathroom leave me feeling like the high achiever that just won big on the stock exchange- fist-pumping and confidently cheering whoop-whoop! Only to be brought swiftly back to reality when the dog vomits, I’ve lost the school notice (again) and have forgotten or missed the memo that it is most definitely NOT a cheese day, and for crying out loud why on earth did you cut the sandwich THAT way instead of THAT way… And this, my friend, is the visual definition of parental bliss. 

Yep, you read that correctly, through the tears, tantrums, snotty kisses, skun knees, chaotic madness, book week costumes, kid parties and blanket forts. There is nothing more fulfilling than blowing raspberries on bellies with wild cackling or snuggling up on the couch for stories. It’s the most exceptional job I’ve ever had, and if I’m honest- the hardest. 

According to Norsberg, the increased pressure on parents, combined with a lack of time due to the drastic decrease in stay-at-home mothers has made parenting increasingly challenging. 

In the 2000’s Parental burnout became a scientifically researched syndrome all on its own.

The family structure has become more diverse, the to-do list has grown, and it appears we are not alone. The number one complaint of parents? Yep. Exhaustion. 

We laughingly joke about scheduling in coffee catch-ups for September 2024… but at times it really doesn’t seem that far off or even that ridiculous! 

Parenting and my 30’s have bought joy, precious memories and the beginnings of a weird chin hair.

It’s also brought shrinking of the squad. Our friends are on their own journeys, many live interstates and some abroad. Ideas of raising our children in a commune, attending the same school and getting together for weekly pasta night and community garden remain one-day dreams. 

The term “one-man wolf pack” has never felt so relevant. Although to be fair, when the kids are at school, my squad now consists of 2 gorgeous Labradors, a parrot and yappy Jack Russell.

I am still here. I won’t be absent forever. This too shall pass… and I will be there, teacup raised and ready to dance, or nap. Coz you know, naps are awesome! 

So, Ponderers, why is life so busy that we can’t support each other? 

Why has our parenting become so singular? 

Is it because our priorities have changed? 

Is it because we feel under pressure to be a certain way? 

Has parenting become a goal to achieve certain milestones with or is it simply because the world has become so hectic? 

We would love to hear your thoughts.

 

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Comparison is the Thief of Joy

Comparison is the Thief of Joy

Comparison is the Thief of Joy

by Ponderings Radio | Kate O'Donnell Author Planet Spectrum

Kate O'Donnell

Kate O'Donnell

Wordsmith & Teacher

Comparison is the Thief of Joy

words by Kate O’Donnell

I would like to tell you that there are specific types of autism, but the truth is whilst with new terminology there is only one umbrella term of autism; the word Spectrum is used to describe the varied range or degrees of autism. The fact is that not one person is the same as another. Every single child with autism is different and exclusive.

There are many different shades in the spectrum.

One observation I have made over the years is the need for parents to compare their child with other children; to see how their child sits against or is doing in comparison to other children. Whilst I have no doubt that this observation and comparison has its place and seems natural, it isn’t helpful in the slightest when it comes to children on Planet Spectrum. Every one of these munchkins is absolutely unique like a fingerprint.

Sure there might be certain characteristics or traits that appear to be similar but the fact is no two personalities are the same so therefore no two ‘autisms’ are the same. Your child is like a once off work of art, each brush stroke differs, each shade is different. Life on Planet Spectrum is one of stark contrast and differences. Once you start to work out your little individual’s quirks, reactions, triggers and focuses, ‘language’ becomes easier to negotiate, understand and facilitate.

Often other people feel the need to adapt their experiences to your child, as a means of trying to emphasize or relate to you.

This may start with “I know a person with a child with autism and they do this… this is like this…” We call this the Great Comparison of Misunderstanding. But autism is not a one size fits all, and like all good misunderstandings, they can be changed.

This is actually a great opportunity for you to educate those around you. If someone opens a conversation with you that resembles the Great C of M, explain to them that in fact no two autisms are the same!

You can often get verbal feedback from people who are not educated and can be both generalised and unhelpful.

There are thousands of stories of total strangers giving negative and ignorant feedback which takes you right over to Planet Frustration and wanting to bang your head against a brick wall, maybe even have a meltdown of your very own but we will touch on that more in the later chapters.

In the case of the Great Comparison; treat it as a positive opportunity to inform and educate (if you have the energy). Not everyone has visited Planet Spectrum before, so it can be unknown territory. Some people have really great intentions that just don’t know any different. Our aim is to have everyone in the community educated, so they know all about our beautiful Planet’s inhabitants and how to treat them and care for them with respect and understanding.

“I KNEW WHEN I FIRST MET YOU,
AN ADVENTURE WAS GOING TO HAPPEN”

We acknowledge the people of the Kulin Nation, on whose unceded sovereign land we work. 

We pay our respects to their Elders, past, present and emerging.

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